Its taken far too long for me to realize it.
The me that I was showing the world wasn't the real me
I've been hiding the real me ever since I was about 3
The real me is female.
I have gender identity disorder. meaning that, while I'm biologically male. I'm physiologically female. I'm not a big fan of the word disorder as it implies there's something wrong with me, so i use the term 'gender dysphoric' which means almost the same thing.
I came out to my parents a few weeks ago, my close friends a day later and some of my looser friends over the last few weeks.
I'm hoping to got full time female by Christmas (although not all of my relatives know I'm coming to family Christmas female)
I am also a lesbian but that is more a side affect of a gender change